wonderfulworldofwawnie

Friday, September 08, 2006

Phobia

Somehow, my craving for food today would never stop. Wonder why.

Anyways, today it took me an eternity to debate on whether i should attend a funeral. It scared me somehow, that how close death can be, and that we would never know whether we'd see the person close to us alive the next day. Guess God must be showing me something.

I didn't attend it in the end, had a terrible headache, mom was not willing, and i'm rather traumatised by funerals. (Some sort of phobia i hope) Sunday would be the cremation, and i'm again debating on whether i should pay my last respects. Sigh. Have to overcome this horrid phobia soon.

Oh God, speak to me.
I Love Jesus.

*wawnie runs off to find something, just something, she doesn't know what*

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