Hooray for the unofficial ending of prelims! Muaha. (There's still one more paper left: Bio prac) Oh well, today went for the Revelatian seminar. It was superly cool! It is only through scrutinising the bible, will one find out the picture book within it. I can't wait for the 2nd coming of the Lord! Muaha!
Anyways, the seminar ended at 10 plus. Everyone surprisingly left the place extremely early. So it was just me alone, waiting for my mom, as usual, to pick me up. I sat at the church front porch at first, until Uncle Henry came to off the youth room and BASC lights. I thought it would be better if i had waited at the bus stop instead so that Uncle Henry could perform his task of closing the church fully. However, some silly people riding their little bicycles had to ride past and frighten me out of my wits. I was just innocently sitting there, playing minesweeper in my phone, and some guy yelled in chinese that he wanted my number and all. I'm not boasting or anything, but it really does creep me out when such things happen. That guy wouldnt stop yelling, he kept going like "I really want ur number!!" (in chinese) and then kept screaming as he rode the bicycle away. Do sympathise with poor traumatised me. I really hate it when people do that.
Also, today, people kept assuming again! ARGH! And i do NOT find it hilarious. The only reason why i do not avoid is cause i treasure my good friends. But people do not see it that way, sigh. The worse part was i got misunderstood, so now, i'm totally embarrassed, and i really do not know how to face up to it. Why can't a normal platonic friendship stay that way? Why do people have to take control of it? Why are there such things as rumours? Why can't they just stop assuming? Why can't they understand my intentions at all? Why? Sigh.. I do not blame anyone, guess it just like that. If only it would stop, then there wouldn't be so much tension, and awkwardness around. It's hard to write in how i really really feel here, and why my actions are like that sometimes, i do not want anyone to see it. Here s the clue (a really vague one): The past will reign. Come on, smart people, i'm sure you all will be able to see through it. Please please please do not assume any more... its really hard for me to keep my friends, and i don't want to lose them anymore.
Anyways, the seminar ended at 10 plus. Everyone surprisingly left the place extremely early. So it was just me alone, waiting for my mom, as usual, to pick me up. I sat at the church front porch at first, until Uncle Henry came to off the youth room and BASC lights. I thought it would be better if i had waited at the bus stop instead so that Uncle Henry could perform his task of closing the church fully. However, some silly people riding their little bicycles had to ride past and frighten me out of my wits. I was just innocently sitting there, playing minesweeper in my phone, and some guy yelled in chinese that he wanted my number and all. I'm not boasting or anything, but it really does creep me out when such things happen. That guy wouldnt stop yelling, he kept going like "I really want ur number!!" (in chinese) and then kept screaming as he rode the bicycle away. Do sympathise with poor traumatised me. I really hate it when people do that.
Also, today, people kept assuming again! ARGH! And i do NOT find it hilarious. The only reason why i do not avoid is cause i treasure my good friends. But people do not see it that way, sigh. The worse part was i got misunderstood, so now, i'm totally embarrassed, and i really do not know how to face up to it. Why can't a normal platonic friendship stay that way? Why do people have to take control of it? Why are there such things as rumours? Why can't they just stop assuming? Why can't they understand my intentions at all? Why? Sigh.. I do not blame anyone, guess it just like that. If only it would stop, then there wouldn't be so much tension, and awkwardness around. It's hard to write in how i really really feel here, and why my actions are like that sometimes, i do not want anyone to see it. Here s the clue (a really vague one): The past will reign. Come on, smart people, i'm sure you all will be able to see through it. Please please please do not assume any more... its really hard for me to keep my friends, and i don't want to lose them anymore.
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