Joy?

The word of the season: joy.

Hmmm, rather contreversial to what's happening nowadays.
I'm stuck, and i don't know how to deal with the situation, all it seems like right now is that i'm still disappointed and stuff. But really, what else could i do for an insensitive person?

I pray that God will change you, til then, i'll just stand afar and watch. Yes, it hurts, MOST of the time, but i can't help much. The most that i could do was to just encourage you by letting you know that i would always be praying for you. But as anyone would know, an insensitive person wouldn't care less.

I give up, and yet i don't. (confused)
The voice says that it is time to wait.
Patience, long suffering. Time of long waiting.
Sounds familiar, and yet seems alien-ish.

I've always wished that i could be someone close by to help you along the way, but it seems that God does not permit, and yes, as the saying goes: 我直能修手旁观. (Whatever it's supposed to be)

I don't know what's going to happen, but really, i've never waited this long. It's sad to know everything that's going on through little gossips here and there, but never from the mouth of the owner.

Disappointed, yes. Very.
But i'll pray for you.
I have faith that God will bring you to a higher level.

My cries.

*Wawnie tears, so that the atmosphere would go with accordance.*