Help me..

it's the same trap over and over again.

i cant take it....................... i dont want to go thru it.

just want to run away and hide.

but i cant................

i cant.......

its so messy...

everything's so messy...

my mind's in a mess..

my heart's in a mess..

why....

i thought the trial was over...

i thought i had succeeded..

but it wasnt about the situation..

it was about the inside.