Psalm 51: 17 " The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God you will not despise"

It's so hard to stay away. Every minute, every second, every moment.

The more you distant yourself, the more you feel upset because you see the distance.

And your mind begins to play tricks on you.

Like seriously, a lot of tricks.

but whatever it is, it's worth it. It's pointless to hold on to something that's not as worth it.

Philippians 3:8 "Yes, furthermore, i count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him. For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish, in order that i may win Christ."

Yes, God is so worth it. I'm not psycho-ing myself or whatsoever. But it's the truth. He's so worth it.

Just need to get over with this. Stop thinking. Stop thinking.