It's funny how one can get misled by the very person one misleads.

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Oh Lord, where are you.
My focus has been blurred,
my everything in a mess.

All seems well,
but stagnant.

Lord i need more of you.

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I'd better stop my nonsense.
Stop looking for replacements,
only God can fill that part of you.

Stop it.

Crisis. Whatever.
It's time where i should buck up.
Where did all the 'i'm on a covenant' go?
Where did all the 'staying on fire for God' go?

Argh. Dawn. You're nothing.
Be broken.

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When i'm weak,
You are strong.
You're my feet when i can't move on.