Updates of life:

1) Covenant til next year.

• God promised a good guy for me.
• God can do greater things in me if i do not get distracted
• Or else i'd be on a wild goose chase

2) To live on the dreams that God has given me

• To save my friends, or at least let them know bout the gospel
• To make sure that all backsliden friends come back to God and be on fire as well
• To be a ultimate pianist for God (using all different and unique ways of playing)
• Being such a good testimony (in all aspects)
• To love all unconditionally

3) Things to improve on:

• Patience for others
• Temper
• Mood, emotions that should not be controlling the way i behave
• Appreciating the people around me
• Seeing people in the way God sees them
• Constantly being cheerful (Having joy of the Lord)
• Piano skills, styles, equipment
• Stop being impatient about future

4) Spiritual goals of life:

• Fulfilling the dream that God has for me
• Doing QT every single day
• Being able to hear God's voice (in any way) so clearly
• Getting new revelations every single day
• Saving people habitually

And i ask myself, why is it that Reinhard Bonkke is able to save a million people in a single afternoon while i can't. Simple fact that my spiritually life isn't as how God would want it to be.

I do imagine what i would be like if i hadn't been distracted from the beginning. I would have been so far from here.

Life, should be so much bigger than how it is now. It doesn't just revolve around me, family, friends, school and church. Imagine a life, of travelling around the world, playing in an evangelist band, or evangelising, or doing missionary works.

Whatever it is, i should stop making such a drag of myself. Step out of the comfort zone. Shoo. Go be a good testimony.

and the Lord would smile and say, 'well done, good and faithful servant'.