i'm back from camp!
God spoke SO much to me this time. As though He hit me in the face with a whole lot of truth, lessons and directions. His peace was just so awesome, filled with so much joy and happiness. All i did was just laugh and smile at His awesomeness. God indeed moved so mightily that every single service was so powerful, and life changing.
We learnt that only if we seek and hunger so much for His touch, will He then come down on pour His love upon us.
God is just SO awesome!! Nothing i can say to express how good and powerful and mighty my God is!
He spoke on every single night to me, each time a different word.
God answered my prayers of my feeling Him for real more tangibly instead of always having Him speak to me through my thoughts saying that He is real. Pastor Mark just came over during altar call and said that he felt that God wanted to tell me that He IS real and that He wanted me to quit fooling around.
God also answered my prayers on serving Him 100%. Pastor Mark during the altar call continued on saying that God wanted to tell me that i should serve Him with my 100%. To give up my precious and follow Him. And God also said that He would return something EVEN better, and so i should not give Him anymore of my 2nd class service, but put Him first for all my priorities. From then it also gave me that confirmation that i should make that covenant with God that i would not like or go into a relationship with anyone til i am 20 years of age.
I'm still so amazed and awed my God's wonder. And He is just SO real.
Anyways. Even amidst how God took away the certain way i felt about something, i still reacted in a disgusting way. And i am sincerly sorry. I know you wouldn't possibly read this after how i ve reacted, but i'm just so sorry. I guess my old habits still show, and how everyone else's does as well.. But i was being prejudiced and judgemental, and i'm really sorry. My heart just breaks on how i ve actually acted and thought towards my friend during that period of time, and i really hope you'd forgive me. I wish i could go back and change things, but i know that what's done cannot be undone. You have been so good to me, making so much sacrifices, and all i did in return was giving my horrid attitude. I don't know why i've done so either. But either ways, it's still my fault. I don't know how angry you'll be, but you have every right to. All i want you to know is that i am really sorry to the way i have behaved, and i wish i could explain to you even clearly on how i feel right now. Sorry.
And to my heavenly Father, Lord i pray that you'll forgive me for the way i've behaved and treated my friend. I am truly sorry O Lord, and i really do want to repent. Lord Father, sorry for the judging that i've been doing, and sorry for the bad thoughts that i had. Lord Father, i'm sorry that i've treated your beloved child like that, and i'm sorry that i've been such a hypocrite. Lord please forgive me for what i have done. Please wash away my sins O Lord, i am really sorry.
And i thank you Lord, because i know that you have sent your son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for me, to wash away the sins i have done when i ve repented. Lord Father, thank you, because i know you'll forgive me. Lord help me to be a better christian, a better woman after your heart. Help me not to judge people, and not to behave like this everytime i come upon a situation like that. Thank you Lord, for being such a loving Father who forgives and forgets all wrongs, and i pray that you will help me too. Lord i pray as well that you will take away the guilt that i feel, and that you'll fill me instead with that conviction and commitment never to react this way again, and to make up for my wrong doings towards that friend. Thank you Lord, for being such a forgiving Father.
In Jesus' name i pray,
Amen.
God spoke SO much to me this time. As though He hit me in the face with a whole lot of truth, lessons and directions. His peace was just so awesome, filled with so much joy and happiness. All i did was just laugh and smile at His awesomeness. God indeed moved so mightily that every single service was so powerful, and life changing.
We learnt that only if we seek and hunger so much for His touch, will He then come down on pour His love upon us.
God is just SO awesome!! Nothing i can say to express how good and powerful and mighty my God is!
He spoke on every single night to me, each time a different word.
God answered my prayers of my feeling Him for real more tangibly instead of always having Him speak to me through my thoughts saying that He is real. Pastor Mark just came over during altar call and said that he felt that God wanted to tell me that He IS real and that He wanted me to quit fooling around.
God also answered my prayers on serving Him 100%. Pastor Mark during the altar call continued on saying that God wanted to tell me that i should serve Him with my 100%. To give up my precious and follow Him. And God also said that He would return something EVEN better, and so i should not give Him anymore of my 2nd class service, but put Him first for all my priorities. From then it also gave me that confirmation that i should make that covenant with God that i would not like or go into a relationship with anyone til i am 20 years of age.
I'm still so amazed and awed my God's wonder. And He is just SO real.
Anyways. Even amidst how God took away the certain way i felt about something, i still reacted in a disgusting way. And i am sincerly sorry. I know you wouldn't possibly read this after how i ve reacted, but i'm just so sorry. I guess my old habits still show, and how everyone else's does as well.. But i was being prejudiced and judgemental, and i'm really sorry. My heart just breaks on how i ve actually acted and thought towards my friend during that period of time, and i really hope you'd forgive me. I wish i could go back and change things, but i know that what's done cannot be undone. You have been so good to me, making so much sacrifices, and all i did in return was giving my horrid attitude. I don't know why i've done so either. But either ways, it's still my fault. I don't know how angry you'll be, but you have every right to. All i want you to know is that i am really sorry to the way i have behaved, and i wish i could explain to you even clearly on how i feel right now. Sorry.
And to my heavenly Father, Lord i pray that you'll forgive me for the way i've behaved and treated my friend. I am truly sorry O Lord, and i really do want to repent. Lord Father, sorry for the judging that i've been doing, and sorry for the bad thoughts that i had. Lord Father, i'm sorry that i've treated your beloved child like that, and i'm sorry that i've been such a hypocrite. Lord please forgive me for what i have done. Please wash away my sins O Lord, i am really sorry.
And i thank you Lord, because i know that you have sent your son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for me, to wash away the sins i have done when i ve repented. Lord Father, thank you, because i know you'll forgive me. Lord help me to be a better christian, a better woman after your heart. Help me not to judge people, and not to behave like this everytime i come upon a situation like that. Thank you Lord, for being such a loving Father who forgives and forgets all wrongs, and i pray that you will help me too. Lord i pray as well that you will take away the guilt that i feel, and that you'll fill me instead with that conviction and commitment never to react this way again, and to make up for my wrong doings towards that friend. Thank you Lord, for being such a forgiving Father.
In Jesus' name i pray,
Amen.
posted by dawnie @ 4:36 AM
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