Dear Lord, i just want to thank you for all the grace and mercy you have shown to me even amidst my unfaithfulness. Lord Father, indeed you have taught me so many things.

During orientation, it thought me about leadership once again. It is as though i was stripped off my leadership so that i could learn new ones. God really just wants me to step out in boldness, to lead, to make the decisions and not always be the one who follows along.

God i pray you help me be more decisive.

Amidst the whole orientation, i found out that i was rather indecisive, having the inability to make good decisions for myself. I would either not make any decisions, or end up being fickle and keep changing them. God has showed these to me so that i can improve myself again.

Lord i thank you for showing me the truth, and i know that the plans you have for me are to prosper me.

Also, i've learnt the true meaning of judgementalism. Always we say it is not to judge. But that's too vague, no one applies it to their lives with just this simple definition. And so, God opened my eyes and showed me that judging also meant me putting a 'right' or a 'wrong' to people's reactions towards the situations only they are facing. Personally i felt that it was alright to do so, but during this orientation, the Lord showed me that i myself was pulling that person down only in my own perspectives, and even dragging others along with me when i go comment about it to others. Apologies for improper language, but heck, i'm sleepy.


And yes. Choices choices. To make the right ones.

Lord all i need is just to hear your voice so much clearly. To guide and lead me in my every day life. I lift up my life into your hands, use me.

In Jesus' name i pray,
Amen.