Have been talking so much about everything that i wasn't cautious that i might have not been saying nice things about people again. I kept thinking that i was being amidst such menace and such mess amongst people, as though i was some high up person. But i was wronged.

There's that little voice that tells me why have i become like this. I feel that sorrow within me, the sorrow that tells me how much these people too need love. I realised how selfish and self-centered i've been the whole time. How i've only considered how i was feeling, and not how these people, despite being in their own world, are feeling lost. And who else except us to show them love? Who else except us to treat them as people and not walking trees? Who else?

Lord i pray you'll forgive me. I haven't been who you wanted me to be. I haven't been nice to the people you wanted me to impact. I haven't been talking nicely about them. And i know that everytime i say whatsoever, your tear sheds for them. Lord, you have placed me in their lives for a reason. I pray that that purpose will continue to remain in me and motivate me. That it'll be something driven by you, to save the lost. O Lord, cleanse my mouth. How can both salt and spring water come out from the same place! Lord, i choose to speak words of edification and purity, rather than word that pull people down and words that gossip. Lord help me.

Teach me how to love your people unconditionally.