I realised that i've been too caught up with so many things that i often forget to write shoutouts to my dearest people.

So here goes:

Vaness: HEYA LOVE!! Loved the times we spent together talking nonsense and *ahem* and bitching together about the oldie. WAHA. You are just so dear to me lahhh, and i'm really glad to have gotten closer to you ever since church camp. SO YEAH, CANT WAIT TO HANG OUT SOON AFTER THE EXAMS!! LOVE YOU!! WHEE!!

Grace: HELLO BABE!! I'm just TOOOOO happy for you lahhh. Must tell me more juicy details okokokokok!!! And yeah, thanks for being there for me when i needed to complain and whine, and thanks for always being so encouraging. YOU ROCK!!

Ben: Heya, sorry for being so rude and mean on sunday, i was really frustrated. Just wanna say, thanks for being such a tolerant friend. And thanks for always being there for me when i had to whine. :D

Jarrold: You and your maplestory. And don't think no one saw you getting rejected by some person while doing ushers. HAHA.

Char: Hey girl, it's been a long time since we've had a heart to heart talk. We've got too much to catch up on. Got to hang out soon k. Love!

Shenna: AAAh you too! It's been so long since we've chatted and hung out and all. AAAH we've so got to go shopping together ya. LOVE!



And i seriously don't know who would ever read all these, but oh well!!
TOO CHEESY>>>

It slams right into the face.
The reality of it all.

Oh wait, which is reality?
Stupid, me and my imaginations.

I NEED AN ANSWER.
Just Yes or no.
Seriously.
aah.


But hold on,
i have not even asked my question.

Dreams, fantasies, little ponies,
fairies, knights in shining armour,
prancing around in the little moonlight,



mourning.

Tiny routes decorated with ever so tasty candy bars, ice cream,
sweetness,

leads to a darker route of

confusion, hurt, anger.


How glad i am to have TRIED to choose the other route.
Don't get me wrong, i'm still where i am.
With no direction, unsure of what path to take.


And how much more i could have wondered,
til the mist appeared,

that blocked every other sensation,
leading me off the trail.

A clown, jester.

in a mocking tone. I mock.
and act like a fool.


Like an ostrich, putting its head in the sand underneath.
Too much rubbish, too much rejection.
Too much assumption.


Tables were unturned, and never overturned.
They were too heavy, too full, too filthy.

The painting had strangely no green,
nor red,
nor black,

it was just white.


And as the lioness looks at the sunsetting horizon every single evening, she wonders about the competition of survival for the next morning.

For i know the plans i have for you, declares the LORD
Plans to prosper you and never to harm you.
Plans to give you a hope and a future.

Amen. Jeremiah 29:11




:)



Eyes were given to look at things, to give eye contact and maybe to appear as not being blind.

But some people uses their pair of eyes for the wrong reason - which is to stare. Okay. Im not saying that staring is wrong cause i do stare. But if you want to stare, do it secretly. And staring once, twice, thrice its okay. Cause some people are worth staring and fixing your eyes at. But some people just stare long term and that pair of eyes are seemingly vicious. Giving you that shivers. You sometimes wonder what they are thinking about.

Paranoid?
Maybe.

know this, that even i say, this is in general. not me not anyone in particular. just saying it for the fun of saying as ive been and will still be noticing eyes fixing at others with that "vicious" thought in their heads.

to a certain degree, its a turn off and scary.


apologies for my randomness (:


and to you, regarding other matters of life,
just trust and keep walking.

MERCEDES BENZ!!