wonderfulworldofwawnie

Sunday, June 01, 2008

It's really hard sometimes to fight the good fight, and run the good race. It requires lots of determination, perseverance, and even action. It is mind boggling, heart-racing, skin-tingling, stomach-pounding, brain-draining situation that ALL have to overcome.

But I believe that "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" [Philipians 4:13]

Right now, I'm just feeling so drained, not by playing games or what nots. But by not knowing what i should do, how i should feel, and where i should go. Sometimes, i really just feel like shutting myself up somewhere and pour out pails of tears, that may or may not be necessary. But I guess everyone probably goes through the same thing, and it is definitely not through our own strength that we can overcome.



Dear Lord, what am i to do. I pray you'll strengthen me, go through this ordeal and grow from strength to strength and glory to glory. Help me O Lord to fix my eyes on ONLY you and nothing else. Help me to see again the meaning of the phrase "All i want is you". Lord, i feel just horrid and ........................., but I know that what's most important is the fact that you are glorified. And so Lord, I will still praise you name and worship you, for you are a good God and you have greater plans for my life. Thank you for not only being my comforter, but also my friend who would listen to my inner problems and share with me your thoughts. Thank you Lord for also being that Father who knows what's best for me, and showing me distinctly and aptly what i should and should not do. Lord, every single down hill in my life is like another ladder up the Christian walk i have with you, and I thank you for planning my life in such detail, making sure that everything that comes my way will serve as something i should learn from.

Help me O Lord to get back on my feet, and help me to really just fix my eyes on you. Lord even if i may be on the verge of tears, and where everything may sometimes seem haywired, i know that you are in control. And so Lord, i pray you will provide me the strength to fight the good fight and run the good race, because Lord Jesus, you deserve it all.


Thank you for being the lover of my soul.