I'm stuffed up with things again.

Play ended yesterday, and i'm feeling all those nostalgy again. We didn't have anything to record those special moments, sadly. However, we did have pictures of our rehearsal and prop making.

Shall elaborate more about the hilarious incidents during the play tommorow, when i'm all awake and hyped up. For now, i'll just slowly walk out of my freezing room to practise the piano. Ack.


And as you've heard,
by Dawn.

Sometimes, i do feel things are dumb.
Like how much you wished for something to happen, and you think that it's already happenning, and then you realise that it was just all your great creative mind.

It's like a mixture of all kinds of hormones?
Feelings?
Emotions?

Ah, heck.

And yes, you see that i have not cry. But that's because everything is just hidden perfectly.

Tears? Pain? They were suppose to be out of my dictionary. But time to time, they pop in in ransack the mind.

The heart? It tells lies.
Even more so when everything to you seems like its real.

I realised that i have been harbouring a lot on the issue of non-fiction and fiction. Is there something wrong with my brain? Okay, this has got to stop. But its hard.
(Ack, now people think i'm schizo.)
Why this? Because it just takes place, as though naturally. It's a constant gaze, that keeps me wondering. A little tingling in the heart. Just that warmth sensation. And the heart falls down.

No, i ain't having a crush, neither am i being desperate. But just a view from my overly complex mind. (i shall stick out my tongue now.) So mind you, do not speculate.

So what do you think of the above? Unchristian-like? Or just some normal ordinary girl who has no life saying all these. Sigh. I need to change again.


O Lord, i know positive-thinking should be the right attitude. But it's hard. Teach me how to see things with your eyes, to talk and speak like how Jesus would when He was still on Earth. Lord i want to learn to be more like you. To take away all that emotions. To take a step back from all those past hurts and regrests. To resist the little sensations of the heart. Just to be the light onto your people.

I know O Lord, that you have already someone in place for me. And you'll show him to me in the right time. But Lord, for now, keep my heart and mind pure, keep them just for yourself. Lord, i surrender my emotions, my everything to you. Take my life and mould me. Lord I pray you shut the gates of which the devil uses to tempt me, and be my one and only conscious that i hear every single day. That every thought that lingers in my mind, and every word i speak, and every action that i make, would be from you.

I thank you Lord, once again, for being so gracious to me. Lord I give you all the glory and honour,
in Jesus' name i pray
Amen.

Went to shez's house to do lit drama. Almost done with the acting. Just a little memory work left. So here goes:

~
As said by Helena from midsummer night's dream:

FAIR?! You calling me fair? You are fair to demetrius. O Happy fair. Teach me how to speak like you, look like you, act like you, and how you capture Demetrius' heart.

The more I love him, the more he hates me!

If i expose the plan to Demetrius and he goes after them, i might be able to win him back there!

The more i am attracted to you!

And because of that, the more i love you. I am like your dog, the more you ill-treat me, the more i'll stay close by you. Punish me as you like, but give me the chance to be with you.

And i get sick when i cannot see you!

It doesn't matter anymore because i have already been hurt. Shameless man! Men can do all things like fighting for love, while woman cannot. I have to woo you when I am supposed to be wooed. I'll follow you and make my hell a heaven!

Stop Demetrius! I'm out of breath because of this stupid chase! The more i pray, the less i get out of it. Hermia's damn fortunate, because of her lovely eyes. How did they ever get so bright. From crying? Then aren't i suppose to have eyes that radiate light? I'm so ugly even the mosquitoes don't come near me. No surprise Demetrius runs away like a madman. What on earth caused me to think that I could rival Hermia?

Lysander! Wake up!

Don't say that. So what if he loves Hermia? She loves you so be content.

You are insulting me! Does everyone have to subject me to mockery? What did i do to deserve this? Yes i never got Demetrius to love me. But do you have to mock me? I thought you were more of a gentleman. How could i be rejected by one man, and insulted by another?!

You get more and more sly. You tell me the same promises you made to Hermia. Liar!

YEAH RIGHT.

What! Ganging up on me to mock me? Having pleasure in seeing me suffer? You both are rivals in loving Hermia, and now you are rivings in mocking me? How civilised of you both to make me cry and further praise me when you know that I am ugly.

So you're in on this too? To insult me? You bitch. I bet you and the two of them conjured up some stupid plan to make fun of me. Have you forgotten all the genuine times of friendships that we shared together? We used to be the best of friends.

Stop being a hypocrite. Didn't you make Lysander pretend he's in love with me. Or Demetrius who bear in mind can't stand the sight of me to profess his love for me?!

Oh fine. All right, go ahead, keep up your little game, pretend to be sympathetic. You three can go win the oscars. I'm Leaving!!

Of course he is, and so are you.

Enough.



~ End ~

Notice those little italic words? Those, bear in mind, are from the script, and are not used by me. I apologise for them. :D

Here's the cast, (for fun).

Hermia: Megan
Helena: Dawn
Lysander: Joel
Demetrius: Hakim
Oberon: Crystal Tan
Titania: Shehz
Puck: Gemma
Mustardseed: Nawal
Quince, moonshine: Rachel
Bottom, Pyramus: Jeremy
Flute, Thisbe: Yu zhong (who replaced Han loong)
Snout, wall: Noraini
Snug, lion: Naqiah
Narrator, Egeus: Crystal Goh
Theseus: Andrew
Hippolyta: Faye


Yay. I get to play the ugly desperate woman. I pity her sometimes, but in the end, she got who she wanted. Cool. But yeah, Shakespeare is still queer.

Anyways, i'm back on to the saving-the-people business. Come look for me if you're interested.
And here's our mission statement from Naqiah, Megan and i: CGM. (Sorry for the lameness. You have to be them to understand. Waha)

Had a great time with S306.

Woots!

Quotes from Midsummer night's dream.


Titania: I dreamt that i loved an ass.

Oberon: You shameless *****.

Hippolyta: Farewell, my loooove. Till then we meet:)

Lysander: My aunt lives in Johor Bahru

Helena: Fair?! You called me fair? You are fair to demetrius. O happy fair. Teach me how to look
like you, act like you, talk like you, so that i may capture the heart of demetrius.

Hermia: Lysander, my love, i swear to you i will go!

demetrius: hello wawniedawnie. woohoo hoots!!!! whoopseedoodees!! wahaa. lalala.
Wawnie: who wrote the last one.. -_-

HELENA: DEMETRIUS! I WILL FOLLOW YOU!
Hermia: oh please megan
Hermia: crystal is despo for joel
Hermia: EW.
Hermia: im longing for you waiting for you how can you love DAWN
Hermia: OH ,Y SWEET JOEL WHERE ART THOU
Hermia: CRYSTAL IS MALIGNING ME!
Hermia: JOEL BABY WHERE ARE YOU MEGAN HERE
Hermia: NO.
Hermia: IM MEGAN
Hermia: LYSANDER!!! JOEL MY LOVE

Peter: I shall be moonshine.

Lysander: You have her father's love, let me have hermia's. You can marry her father instead!

Egeus: *Slams his fork on table*

theseus: You should listen to your father hermia, he has the last say in the household.

The wall: CHINK!

Thisby: I am to act as a woman?!

Snug: ROAR.

Puck: I will travel round the world within 40 minutes.



And once again, as quoted from midsummer night's dream. (not shakespeare's version)

Had 2.4 km run today, and i totally suck at it. Last to finish the run. Where's the swimming that i'd rather do? Huh huh huh!?

Literature preparations of props today with Naqiah and Megan. We were being retarded by buying a gazillion snacks from the vending machine, having our very own pathetic miniature party. Naqiah's 1 buck got 'eaten' by the heaven and earth vending machine, which therefore made us declare war with it. We still went back empty handed anyways. Naqiah bought another drink in the end.

Met my darling Char and Shenna at starbucks at almost 10pm. Talked for a fair bit, and they said i have bad eye bags. (aaaah). Are we still going to watch norbit? Love them so so so so so so so so so much lah. The both of them are of so much importance in my life.

And yes. I'm back at home, waiting for Crystal to send the script out, then printing the scripts for the OGLs in training. We are so dead if we do not complete our rehearsal by sunday. Really.
Midsummer night's dream? Easy, and yet not supposedly to be made unimportant.

Eating my plum. And megan's being mad by anxiously wanted plums too.

Im tired.
Tomorrow, 8.30 at bus stop. 11 at music prac. 2.30 at leader's meeting. 4 at prayer meeting. 4.30 at music prac. 5 at service. I don't know if i'm going for YA service tmr, i feel tempted to hang out with char and shenna at night instead. It's been a long time.


Lalala.
Plums? Nah, i prefer watermelons.

Okay, here's what i did on the 3rd day of CNY.

Met S306 for literature drama practise in the Sunplaza park, not to mention getting a sunburn on my left shoulder just by sitting under the shady, and yet sunny area.
Accomplished quite a lot.

Met Michelle G. , Alvin Tay, and Addie at Tanah Merah Mrt station to go sunhaven.

Played Game of life in Pastor Mark's house with Mich, Alvin, Addie, Gaius, and Jarrold. Gaius was the person who got the least pay, whereas Addie was like the bomb with a salary of 90k. Jarrold won with a total of 1,800,000+.

Went down to the bbq pit, sat there for a few hours, due to the fact that i have lazy legs. Had really bad hiccups for no good reason. Had an offer of a 2nd handed but quite new ipod video for 300 or less.

Played game of life again with Gaius, Jarrold and this time with Colin and Emmanuel. Gaius was probably not contented with the previous game of losses. I won for the second round. Here's the tip: Be a technician.

Raw crabsticks are sweeter than the bbq-ed ones. Go try them.
Eating and sitting too much will cause really bad, and i mean bad, hiccups.

Had to send ben choo home again.
Char and Shenna were not around. =(

~

I'm just a little moody, and frustrated over confused thoughts. It's irritating, and yes, immature. Snap out of it dawn! Seriously, i hate it. But it just keeps coming back. Newer and yet similar every single time.


Unsure.

O Lord, it is hard.

To resist the devil and flee from temptations.
To back off from any thoughts that may cause drifting into emotions.
To not be weird.
To be a warrior for Christ.

Standing up for God.
O Lord, i'm trying.


Love ain't all that. God is true love.
The best of 'em all.

O Lord, help me.

To fight for your cause.
To perservere on.
To be pure.
To give you full control of my heart and mind.

O Lord, i need you.

What does it mean by anew
when everything else is back for the old.

Tell me.
Rubbish.

And yes i m sick and tired of hearing the same advice going, 'you can have a new start, right here!'.
It is only by experience that i therefore found out that there is nothing. While everyone and everything else is stuck to the past, no one lets go. I try. But it is impossible.
Anger, towards i don't know what. I tell you, its rubbish. Total rubbish, garbage, whatever.


Mood swings.


Where's that part without struggles, where's the chapter of peace, where's my part of the story.

Stories,
retrieved from the bin.
Bin i tell you!

Happy ever afters? Nah, no such thing.


Mood swings.


But God, where are you? I need your presence, i need your love, i need your comfort, i need your shelter. Oh God, Jesus, i'm desperate. It's been bad, tough, and i know that i haven't been consistent, Oh Lord, it's my mistake.

Forgive me.




Psalms 38

O Lord, do not rebuke me in your anger
or discipline me in your wrath.

For your arrows have pierced me,
and your hand has come down upon me.

Because of your wrath there is no health in my body;
my bones have no soundness
because of my sin.

My guilt has overwhelmed me
like a burden too heavy to bear.

My wounds fester and are loathsome
because of my sinful folly.

I am bowed down and brought very low;
all day long I go about mourning.

My back is filled with searing pain;
there is no health in my body.

I am feeble and utterly crushed;
I groan in anguish of heart.

All my longings lie open before you, O Lord;
my sighing is not hidden from you.

My heart pounds, my strength failes me;
even the light has gone from my eyes.

My friends and companions aviod me
because of my wounds;
my neighbors stay far away.

Those who seek my lifeset their traps,
those who would harm me talk of my ruin;
all day long they plot deception.

I am like a deaf man, who cannot hear,
like a mute, who cannot open his mouth;

I have become like a man who does not hear,
whose mouth can offer no reply.

I wait for you, O Lord;
you will answer, O Lord my God.

For I said, 'Do not let them gloat or exalt themselves over me when my foot slips.'

For I am about to fall,
and my pain is ever with me.

I confess my iniquity;
I am troubled by my sin.

Many are those who are my vigorous enemies;
those who hate me without reason are numerous.

Those who repay my good with evil slander me when I pursue what is good.

O Lord, do not forsake me;
be not far from me, O my God.

Come quickly to help me,
O Lord my Savior.

I wonder

I wonder
yes i do.

About the things within,
and the things without.

True they exist as
much as a white elephant,
white elephants?
Aren't there those of black?

I wonder
i think,

about why the shadows loom
across the little wrinkles of that
thing in the skull

like memories? (i suppose)
or even lies and imagination.
Imagination, oh shut up,
it causes pain

of even wondering,
too much
stop.


I wonder,
again

on how the truth will
be told,
life and the future

or is it just the present and forever
just the present?
The present of lust
surrealism
hunger
fatigue
repeatedly lust.

Oh stop wondering.

The poem of the heart
And it goes:



The heart?

Ah. Whatever.

It's strange; as though foreign.

It's strange,
how the environment
around can change within seconds even
when they disappear,
as though love was a foreign language.

It's strange,
how different humans react
and how they behave,
for better or worse even
when they disappear,
as though love was a foreign language.

It's strange,
why emotions are just
part of the mind which controls
the body and
everything else within it even
when they disappear,
as though love was a foreign language.

It's strange,
what types of pain are
caused by brokenness of the internal
of which were like glass shattered inevitably into
a million pieces even
when they disappear,
as though love was a foreign language.

It's strange,
that there was an attraction between
the gloomy and the joyful
knowing that the impossible was never
possible and hope never
existed even
when they disappear,
as though love was a foreign language.


~ When they had disappeared,
love was found as a foreign and unknown language.
Strange.

Wednesday: Valentines day.

An ultimate, over-rated day.
Flowers, chocolates, presents? It's just another boring commercialised day!

Anyways, the girls in my class are super sweet, giving out vday pressies to every single one. I think Joel bought chocolates to share with the class too, so cute lah.

Had soiree audition, shan't elaborate what happened. Still contemplating on whether i should join with a piano piece instead.

Went out with Jarrold, Gaius, Shenna, Nelson and Gideon at night. Watched the 9.50 Ghost Rider movie, it's sooooo good. It's quite similar to 'the covenant', but the covenant sucked and this didn't. So yes, it's worth your money, go watch it! Effects really cool, storyline good, ending good. It had a little Christian stuffies inside, but i wonder if ppl would understand it. Just that one phrase that got me thinking, aiya, its so good lah!

A little conflicts here and there, but heck, that shouldn't affect everyone right?

Anyways, Gaius and Jarrold kept scaring me during the movie by giving me sudden pushes, which got a little 'not scary' after a while. HAHA. The scary scenes were just put there for the purpose of scaring, it wasn't much of a link to the plot. FLAWs.

Love Shenna, she made my day better with her silly moves and her 'why?!'s. haha.

Went home at 1 plus in the morning with a cab fare of 17.10. Hey at least it was a merc. :D


Thursday: Happy Total Defence day?

Yes, as the subtitle mentioned, its Total Defence day. They made us watch some Singapore history thing during compass lesson, in which they lost half the hall to slumberland. Noraini was up there acting in the skit! She did so well, i love her 'macik' (is that how u spell it?) accents and her superly aunty-ness.

Ack, tmr, CNY performance. I can't wait. (If you haven't noticed the sacarstic accent, i must say that you're weird).

Saw some guy from the next class walking towards the block opposite my house on tuesday, got me thinking if he lived right opposite me (woot, another one), or he fell asleep on the bus and missed his stop, therefore getting off the same bus stop as me, and walking to the block opposite my house, which is nearest to the bus stop to go in the other direction. (phew, try talking with out full-stops).

Oh and yes, half the class 'disappeared' today, supposingly 'sick'. HAHA. See, i'm still that obedient girl who attends class, although not including the fact that i do not do tutorials, nor listen to lectures, nor pay attention to the teachers. Okay, maybe not all the time. Like what i've said earlier, i'm an obedient girl! Woot!

Got to fly into the gateways of slumberland soon. 5.15 in the morning isn't an idea 'waking-up' time.

Whoosh! (a sound made by something or someone flying. Note that it is NOT a fart sound.)

Jarrold and i were bored souls of Monday 12th Feb 07.

We therefore went to meet Nelson to play Lan. Dota, and some silly team games. I still love tower defence, it's lame, and addictive.

I got a little pissed during Dota when Jarrold and Nelson kept running off, leaving me with that lousy bloodseeker who never helps me when i was being attacked, regardless of how many times i helped him. They made me use Queen of pain, good hero. Love the blink. Jarrold is really lousy with the Venomancer, and sniper looked fun. And yes, as usual, Jarrold would KS me when i use cm. Stupid monkey.

Went to the building outside Macs to book a slot for piano practise in the studio. Why: Exams on 5th March. Pray for me! I haven't mastered my scales, and my fingers will tangle occassionally while on running notes. The last grade, i have to do well! The studio wasn't open, and that kinda wasted my 3.80 of taxi fare from katong shopping centre to pp. How annoying.

Made Jarrold wait for my bus 15 to come, and then realised that we left our cards in the lan shop. Grr. Walked all the way back, wasted our efforts, time etc. And left for home.

Weird, and yet interesting day. Chicken rice for lunch by the way.
Alex has finally made the amendments to his blog, and he thinks that his pink shirt makes him look beng, which is so not true. Silly monkey.

Kenny and Chuan Fui, i mean Chuan Rui, are probably crashing MJ tmr, i hope they don't 'pang-seh'.

School reopens tmr, people will probably disappear from the face of MJ after the results, and Wei rong still as persistant about his poly. (They had ben and Jerry's that day, i'm jealous)

I miss the girls in S306, i wanna go school and give all of them a warm fuzzy hug! =D
(Are we still having the girls-day-out valentines day thing? I want to eat good food.)

Sushi where are you?
I need my daily supplements!


I hate embarrassing moments. Moments like this, i feel like i'm in a dream, that no one knows.
Things will go away? I thought. If they stay, i'll be in my fantasy world. Dimensions of only me.

Shut up.

O Lord, i need you. I am not me. Holy Spirit fill me.

I FOUND PHOTOS OF THE CAR AFTER THE ACCIDENT!




Horrid right? HAHA.
But here was how the other car looked like:




Sickening.
This therefore proves the theology of 'Life is never fair'.

HAHA.

Anyways, today had service. Was earlier than last week! Great improvement! And yes, worship was good, although felt a little groggy halfway. It got me thinking about why i hardly go all out to evangelise this days, kinda like saying that the fire has been put out. Sad. But that shan't end that way! Yes, a new fire has rekindled, and even though small, but it SHALL grow. Watch the power of the Holy Spirit manifest within me. Oh yeah.

Okay, enough. Here's what we did just now:


See my ugly fringe, grrr.



Joash behind that ugly pig thing.



And this thing is superly cute. Look at the teddy-like features! Sarah wants to get this. HAHA.


LALALA. I'm bored. So bored that i'm going out to play dota tomorrow, or even pool. Thank God Jarrold is as bored, i have a friend now! Whee!

The emo song is really irritating. I thought it was cute at first, but ack. Stay away from it.


I shall give a teddy wave now to bid farewell.
*Teddy waves*

Updates on the wonderful world of wawnie:

1) Wawnie has just gotten back her results which states 12 points.

(Wawnie: Yes i know that to many of you, it may not be good in your eyes. But hey, i've got what i wanted, and even if i got better, i would still stick on in MJC with the same subject combi. So Praise the Lord for His graciousness)

- Eng: A2
- C. Humans: A2
- E Math: A2
- A Math: A2
- C. Science: A1
- Biology: B3

(Wawnie: Notice why Chinese wasn't in the list.)

2) Wawnie has just trimmed her hair. She now looks like a small kid, so please do not go laughing at her weird-ish hairdo, or she may just bite your head off.

3) Wawnie is currently accompanying Wei Rong in his stayover celebration of his 10 points through the phone.

4) Wawnie gets ang-baos for doing well from her relatives, and thus making her think of more shopping.

5) Wawnie is supposedly shopping on Friday (next week) with Sheryl after school, hoping that no one 'abandons' anyone.

6) Wawnie thinks that Chuan Rui is being silly, and demanding, and forgetful, for always asking her to bring 20 bucks, but forgetting to remind her the day before.

7) Wawnie is bored.

8) Wawnie waves fervently at everyone to show that she's going to press the 'publish-post' button now.

The adrenaline rush, causing a more vigorous peristalsis action.
"I need to crap".

Yes, the moments have finally arrived. O LEVEL RESULTS ARE COMING OUT TMR.
Panic now people!

a shoutout to my beloved S306:

Rach: Thanks for being so encouraging!
Megan: The lil maggot-ty thing crawling around making people laugh.
Crystal: (The kuku who carries the pink file, refered from Rach's blog) You're the bomb!
Naqiah: Love you angel!
Faye: FABIAN BERNARD SMITH.

And to Nawal, Noraini, Hakim, Jeremy, Han Loong, Yu Chong, Crystal Goh, Joel, Andrew, Shez, Gemma and Amanda:
You all are the GREATEST!

As you all may know that not all of them are going to read this, but heck, for the love of my class, i ll post it. Hee.



Not forgetting the two monkeys:

Alex: Thanks for that 5 mins of accompanying me. And remove that star from my name immediately!!
Wei Rong: Thanks for listening to my crap.


Cheesy post today, oh wells. Blame it on the 'i-am-recieving-my-results-tmr' crankiness.


Here's more news:

Will be joining Soiree with Andy, i think. Depending on whether we can go for the auditions, and whether we can make through the auditions. But with the help of our dear ancient one, muaha, (who claims to have water hands during biology practical lessons), i hope we can pull some strings. Right Crystal?

~

I dislike changes. Especially frequent ones. I don't want changes. Go away.
(Inevitable)
Sadly.


I need Jesus so much, to be my comforter, my peace.
Didn't you know, He's my everything. Jesus.

17-18. It isn't that long right. God will send the right guy at the right time, and i pray really hard that he will be known when i'm 18. (This is so not me. Oh shut up dawn.)


Don't mind the schizo-ness.


Let's sing the garang-guni song:

Garang guni!
Bo zhua, sha kor, mai ladi-oh,
dian xee kee!

this is not in proper Han yu pin ying fyi.


And yes, all these rubbish typing are results from the weird feeling i'm getting right now due to the fact that O level results are being released tmr. There'd better not be any spoilers, or i'd seriously get mean.


Should i stop typing?
and eat my papaya,
which i seriously dislike.

Maybe i should.


*Hangs up the phone*

FRIDAY. and life changes.

Had school today, til 4.15. Went for Michelle's Birthday party. She can finally watch R21 movies! Hurray for her! hahaha. Okay, point not supposed to be taken. She was blindfolded from tampines all the way til Stacey's house, the moments were hilarious. Really great time.

Just read Alex's blog, and it states that i'm under the HIT people of Meridian under request. How lame. Not denying the fact that i really did request for my name to be there, but, argh. Where's the sincerity man! haha.

If you're ever reading this, (Alex), i'll bite your head off. WAHAHAHAHA. (<-- new evil laugh).


And yes, Shez KEPT falling during Lit lectures just now, we had drama orientation fyi. It was majorly hilarious, the moments of clumsiness, caught by the entire class. She falls or trips or slips every single day! haha. I love her so much la, she's superly funny.

Wei Rong that pig has already dozed off after watching his silly drama show. Silly boy. And ALEX had to tell him about the really gross guy, which was seriously embarrassing. Ack. I should stop.

Ah! Gemma's BACK from Canada! (That rich kid.) We were screaming like mad when she got back, we missed her so much! Our class feels so different now, like as if, its .. a whole! (Excuse the cheesiness)

Chinese class would have been a bore without Faye, Megan, Rach, Gemma and the 2 monkeys. (Alex and Wei Rong)

LATE DAY TMR! Woot! 8.30am.


Ciao.

a shoutout to Rach:
Thanks for always uploading all the photos!!

a shoutout to 07S306:
I LOVE YOU ALL!! (though many of you may not be reading this. haha)


Here are some more junkies:












I thank God for putting people who can influence me back to Him and His ways.

Results 9 Feb, exciting? Eek? I don't wanna leave my class... (whines)


And yes, here's something random. The girls and i were discussing about our ideal partners, and one of the characteristics the guy must have is to be able to be my best friend. I don't want any rubbish dump guy, or any gross ones like the one who stole my number. (EW)

And please mind you, that i ain't no desperate woman, just a little girl who thinks.
A new found point to include in the 100 ways of meeting to dawnie's standards. Please applaud.

Chinese project. Ack. All the slow chinese typing, and the lousy programming from my comp. But hey, at least my computer allows me to type chinese words.

Chatted with Andy just now, and yeah, the conversation really encouraged me to make a closer step to God, and also to keep walking by His will for me. Ain't it cool? Andy's just like another Marc! I thank God sooooo much for allowing me to find another brother-in-Christ.

Whenever i meet Christians, i feel a sense of bonding with them, as though it seems like its really easy to talk and converse. As though we have met each other for ages, and that we have a really big and yet common topic to talk about. Really!! And i thank God for that!

God has been speaking daily to me. Sometimes showing me new things, and sometimes, reminding me about things. Jesus you're my everything!


At this juncture,
the doll looks around,
and just walking straight as she was told.

She at many times stopped, and wondered off to the other trails,
to pick roses.
And at many times skipped off the straight track carelessly.

But still, she remembers.
something, Someone,
often reminds her gently,

Turn back
You're in the wrong lane.

Yada Yada..

When Noah built the ark,
he was persecuted,
and had no friends.

All he had was God,
and his family.

He built the ark for a 120 years,
and he remained faithful.

The flood came.
Only he and his family lived.


Anyways, went out with Faye, Alex and Wei rong to do the Chinese project, had a hilarious time. We were being a lil mean by laughing at some of the guys in by S306 and S307. Oh well.
Went home with Alex on bus 15 and found out that he seriously dislikes Ronald. Poor ronald. Haha. Ronald is the guy who hogged all the roles of the class committee by the way. Well that was what i heard. haha.

Faye was trying to go to her skating lessons as late as possible, haha. And she bought cookies before we left pp!

Oh yes, today had the Class DNA meeting again. Went through the whole Adam and Eve story. I'm going to get all spiritual again, so here goes: It is seriously amazing on how God can give me new revelations every single time i read about Adam and Eve. First was that Eve remembered God's word wrongly and the serpent thus used this to tempt and confuse her. Secondly, Adam was beside Eve when she was tempted and yet he said nothing. And thirdly, God told Adam not to eat from the tree of knowledge of good and evil before Eve was created. Thus it was Adam's responsibility to tell Eve about the instructions from God.

Also, the fruit from the tree of knowlege of good and evil was not an apple, check the bible!
Cool eh? I was in awe when God revealed all these to me! Woot! Ain't He awesome.


Anyways, school tmr, can't wait. Have to enjoy the last bits of school before results come out.


Toodles.


Jumping back to the first step,
the glance seemed real, and with meaning.

The doll looked back,
and yet felt as if it were all imagination.

It's been long since imagination has been reality.

Exciting, and yet mysterious.
One more move.



Today skipped college road race, didn't wanna fall asleep during service later on.

Really need to pee now.

And yes, i'm quite excited to go school.

Sunday Chinese project with Alex and Wei rong.

Never knew Wei rong plays the piano. Piano companion!

Alex is christian.

Rach, Megan and Faye skipped college road race too.

Wonder how Shez, Naqiah and Amanda ran. Heard Triton won.

I like Watermelons.




Will the lil rag doll be noticed?