It's ironic how when you're out there trying to 'save the world',
everyone else inside turns against you.

either giving you the look,
the talk,
and the hypocracy.

so much so that you can't even force a smile,
fake one,
stretch the sides of your mouth to make a grin.

then you ask yourself,
'why Oh Lord have i deserved this'.

you hear nothing,
no reply nothing.

you continue your life,
drifting away.

and then you come back.
you try to 'save the world again',
you invest into the lives of people around you.

but you still face the same amount of hypocracy,
awkwardness,
talking - that many denies about,
and look.

you shrug.
you try to salvage the situation,
but to no avail.

you let the matter rest.


and then people find a new reason of what to say,
and the cycle begins again.




~
You can't do it alone,
you need God.

God shall be your strength,
there is a reason for everything.

Don't be disheartened,
don't give up.

Instead, preservere on,
keeping in mind of the cause.


the cause.



The rewards to see your friends,
your family,
the people around you in heaven,

would want you to sacrifice all else now to be a part of God's will.

Even though sometimes you hear nothing from God,
don't give up,
because God will never forsake you.

Even though things may just seem to fall upon you,
no matter how much you salvage it,
don't be disheartened.

Because all you want to care about is God.

Even though people may talk,
or give you the cold shoulder,
preservere on,

Because at the end of the day,
all you want to hear is "Well done, good and faithful servant".

~
"Well done, good and faithful servant"
well done.

Two weeks time, Promos.

Hear the surreal joy.

Afraid of what's to come.

There's the difference between passing and passing with flying colours.


Argh,whatever.


Oh Lord, help me survive this ordeal.
Give me the strength to do so.
Help me to be disciplined.
Help me not to be distracted.

Oh Lord, my eyes are to be fixed on you, but why have they not. They have been wondering around carelessly, my mind has been drifting into a limbo.


Oh Lord, bring me back to you.



Jesus i need you,
i want more.
Jesus i long for your presence Lord.

I want you, i want you.

Cos' all i want is you.
All i need is you.

I'm hungry for more,
more than i had before,
more of your presence Lord,
Lord won't you show me more.

Dawn why are u so stupid.

You shouldn't be happily trusting people like that.
There's no such thing.
Don't be fooled.





he's not a real man.

I don't know.

Insecurity.
Afraid of being decieved?

Too much of past
to let the present proceed.


Oh shut up.
Control those fingers.