Updates of life:

1) Covenant til next year.

• God promised a good guy for me.
• God can do greater things in me if i do not get distracted
• Or else i'd be on a wild goose chase

2) To live on the dreams that God has given me

• To save my friends, or at least let them know bout the gospel
• To make sure that all backsliden friends come back to God and be on fire as well
• To be a ultimate pianist for God (using all different and unique ways of playing)
• Being such a good testimony (in all aspects)
• To love all unconditionally

3) Things to improve on:

• Patience for others
• Temper
• Mood, emotions that should not be controlling the way i behave
• Appreciating the people around me
• Seeing people in the way God sees them
• Constantly being cheerful (Having joy of the Lord)
• Piano skills, styles, equipment
• Stop being impatient about future

4) Spiritual goals of life:

• Fulfilling the dream that God has for me
• Doing QT every single day
• Being able to hear God's voice (in any way) so clearly
• Getting new revelations every single day
• Saving people habitually

And i ask myself, why is it that Reinhard Bonkke is able to save a million people in a single afternoon while i can't. Simple fact that my spiritually life isn't as how God would want it to be.

I do imagine what i would be like if i hadn't been distracted from the beginning. I would have been so far from here.

Life, should be so much bigger than how it is now. It doesn't just revolve around me, family, friends, school and church. Imagine a life, of travelling around the world, playing in an evangelist band, or evangelising, or doing missionary works.

Whatever it is, i should stop making such a drag of myself. Step out of the comfort zone. Shoo. Go be a good testimony.

and the Lord would smile and say, 'well done, good and faithful servant'.

Synergise, ignite, birthday, orientation. Over already? Man, 07 is speeding.

It's been less than a month, and i do not want that fire from synergise to die down. Temptations everywhere, ack. The flesh seeks, the spirit reminds. The flesh desires hearts, the spirit hungers His heart.

Such irritants.
Where are my dreams?

Yes, they're here. But moving at a pace, no one knows it's moving. The journey is hard. And i've tried. But there must be more!

O Lord, speak to me.

His compassions fail not.
They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.

~Lamentations 3:22-23


The Lord gives me a brand new morning each day, how can i not be joyful. How can i not delight in the fact that He has given me hope each morning that He has allowed.

O Lord, forgive me.

When i ask for forgiveness, He forgives. But yet, i move slowly and remain stagnant in my life. How can i take the grace of God for granted.

If there's one thing we are called to do, it's to love you, to adore you.

To be a better follower of Christ. Such a cliche line. But has it made a difference. I reserve my comments.

O Lord, teach me how to be like you.

O Lord, thank you for loving me.

Thank God that Megan and Nawal are staying in MJ. Thrilled.
Sad that Joel and Noraini have to leave. Appealing though.

Bought uniforms yesterday. Size 38, humongous? Got my skirt altered already. Hope it ain't too short.

Went to watch Happily Never ending after the aimless walking around and eating with Joel, Hakim, Megan. Such coincidence. waha. Midsummer night's dream. Anyway, the show was hilariously retarded. Megan didn't expect the show to be like that, and Hakim fell asleep halfway. I was stealing Joel's popcorn so much so that i felt bad. Erm. Joel then went to accompany Hakim to retrieve his phone from some taxi uncle's house. HAHA.

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Piano Exams.
Screwed it alittle, or maybe quite a lot.
Cousins, strangely, had their exams in the same place, consecutively after mine.

Examiner seemed really nice outwardly, was really patient with telling me to play F minor when i continued to play F sharp major and then F major, and finally playing F minor only to know that i played it wrongly. I sang out of tune too, and i couldn't think of the word minuet when i needed to. Examiner gave a lot of chances, like waiting for me to change my answer from subdominant to dominant, and tried to give me clues.

But oh well, what's done is done.
Shall leave the rest to God. One more exam tommorrow, and my piano grades are done! Hooray!

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Sentosa.

Introducing:


The retards

And..


The lovelies.

Not forgetting..

The food!

And so here it goes..
The day began, with....
LATE COMERS.


Things we did while waiting:




Me being an extra.


Shehz trying to kick the ball, but ended up almost falling.

On the way with Sentosa Express!


Getting the Andrew disease.



In Palawan Beach.
(Actual destination: Silosa Beach)
(Cause: Took the wrong tram)







Burying poor Joel.

The process.

The outcome.


None of us could resist the temptation of the water.
And thus, ALL went in.
(Including Nor with her tudong)







After a really great bathe, (in the woman's public area) we began to be retarded again. Woot!






It started pouring.
And we found this really cosy spot to eat all the food that we bought.




We went home after that. Some creepy stuff happened, but thank God that He protected us still.

Here's one more:

Best nominated picture of the day:

This picture is sooooo good. The colour contrast, the emotions, everything.
Jeremy looks like some hungry poor kid. HEE! Great picture. A toast to the photographer (i wonder who).


Loved the day so much. And Love my class.
Love Joel and Noraini too.
Shoutouts: Hey even the both of you all are not going to be here with us anymore, we'll remember you both so much ya! We love you all!!

That's it for now i guess.

HOI!
*Wawnie vanishes into thin air*

After the day of the play, we decided to go hang out at tm. Spend some quality time together.


Trying to be andrew. Megan couldn't pull it off. (Find the only smiling person. eek. Smiling to herself. haha.)


Everyone had a hole to cling on, except megan and i. Thus, the hiding in the smallest one.


A decent class photo. Yay!


Look at the pretties. :D


Waha. Trying to be andrews again.


Shez the porn star. (As she claims)


Couldn't pull off the 'pole-dancing' act.


I'm on the top of the world!!


Look at pretty crystal and me. I think there was still eyeshadow left, ew.


"We have pretty feet"


The ultimate retard. HAHAHA.

Haiya. I love S306 too much.

Soiree

Soiree. 1/3/07

Here are some junkies. Appreciate them.


Our class. Hakim, Faye and Gemma 'pang-seh'ed us.


My Darlings.


Someone was watching us from the back.


Rach and i.


The lion and i.


La, la and la.


Being retarded.



The retarded boys, without hakim. Andrew always takes off his specs before he takes a picture.
(I scratched my pimple by accident while typing this. Ack.)